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Friday, December 14, 2007

ho ho ho! all the way from toronto.. Brampton, Ontario
CANADA

okayyyy its freezing cold here. honestly. it Snowed just now . very pretty. like rain but jus white balls.
everythin is covered in snow. roads, houses. a very white christmas.

The flight was HORRIBLE. I had two transits which means i had fuggin 3 planes to take.
Tokyo transit wasnt too bad. But detroit was ergh terrible. and i walked around the duty-free shops and nothin much.
so i resorted to orange peony somethin tea from good ole Macdonalds.
You can really NEVER go wrong with macs.

The night before my flight was super, with my 3 females stayin over. and we dint sleep so i slept in all 3 flights. i was dead tired.
but still i dread comin back to singapore because of the FLIGHTS. argh!
the tokyo to detroit one is 12 hours man.

i really salute the auntie who comes oh-so-often to singa.

anyways. yes. despite the butt freezin weather, everythins been okay. so many malls. so many indian people here though. sikhs bhais. so you have butchers punjabi suit stores(SCARCE but still existent), threadin shops and north indian buffet meals.

Tim hortons is like the lifeblood of Canada.
Its a coffee place. N its everywhere.
like kopitiams in singapore.
they sell coffees, theres always a queue and i havent really tasted the coffees.
i only drink the black tea.

Yes, we are goin to the niagra falls next weekend. its suicide really. because its gonna be SO COLD. but i hear there are outlet shops there. yay!
shoppin is expensive. so is food. nothin BEATS singapore buddies.

one thing dirt cheap here is DVDs. its like 1.99 per cd.
and good copies mind you. tamil movies, bollywood hits. latest english movies.
EVERYTHIN ada.

Phew.
thats alot .and yes snow is beautiful BUT ass freezing!

On another note, its over. Yes it is.
And i mean it. Seriously, sometimes i think people underestimate me. My ability to stand strong about a decision , to pick up myself . the bits and pieces.
Honestly i hate this part, to pick up the pieces, to trudge through.
but i will.

Happiness is subjective .
tsk.

On another note, i dono if this dude really reads my blog anymore or not. One day he does and one day he doesnt.
Seriously, get the hint . I wish you had more guts for your age. Stop treatin me like your plumber. Callin or gettin in touch at random times. What, you talk to me when you have a tiff with your gf?
this is harsh but really i feel fed up.

On another random random note (soul searchin on holiday lar. FYI, i came ALONE on this trip)
I have come to realise that i have increasingly no (pun intended) patience for guys who are wishy-washy.
Its either you want or not. Be it anythin. But i have always been attracted to or have more confidence in guys who know what they want. Emotionally they know where they stand. Yea i m sure all of us at one point, do stumble, do have problems deciding what we want here and there lar. but.generally, i cant deal with guys who want the leechin attention, feed you ego. who are anythin anythin.
GO To hell.
BTW,this is really to no one in particular.
observations lar. how at crucial points i somehow find myself takin the steering wheel.
hah.

i have rambled long and well enough.
i shall retreat to the family room where an ARRAY of dvds await me.

meanwhile, the rest of you, enjoy your holidays!

Shini : 9:00 AM