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Monday, October 01, 2007

Hello.

A very sombre mood. Much has happened. (always ah, i drama mama wat)
well a few painful events.
I m goin to try and avoid ranting .
but very random post.

Justice. What IS justifiable?
What is not? What are boundaries? what are limits?
to each his/her own? what about friendships and relationships?
you have to redefine limits? compromise on the limits?

To me, you have crossed the boundary, when you stop thinkin about yours or the other person's moral integrity.

why is that when some men get angry, anythin and everythin is justified?
BULLshit. I have never EVER respected any man who lays his hand on a woman. worse, some even very liberally.
I have talked about this once , and now i find a compelling need to.
You have absolutely ZERO right over a person, much less the authority to impose yourself, and WAY WAY much less to lay your finger.
Sure, shame , regret. apologize.
worse than the man who raises his hand, is the one who thinks anger is justified.
you can punch the wall, the table, (if you want to be so drama mama)
You hitting a person shows you are incapable of any moral growth.
and if you ARE a victim of it, get OUT of it . if he does it once, he can always do it AGAIN.

Alcohol. i did a draft on this . and i deleted it .daymn.
why is alcohol your reason, your pathetic excuse?
did someone stick a gourd down ur ass and force you to down that tequila shot?
YOU ultimately had the CHOICE. to know when u are high, to know that shit has happened before.
No one stops you from having fun.
even some of my friends know, i used to get so annoyed when people get very very high.
i dowan to listen to whatever you have to say. because i dont need that smirnoff talkin. even though i do know some of it you may mean, i still second doubt it.
i sure sound like a stickler. but hey, i m not sayin u cant get high. jus dont FREAKIN use it as an excuse. a pathetic one.

BUT WHY why do we all fail to make that choice?
choice to leave, choice to stop?
we are all imperfect , agreed.

'and everyday confirms my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters,and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of either merit or sense.' -Pride&Prejudice by Jane Austen

darling, you got SO worked up with jus a miniature clip on my hair.imagine my agony to see your head in your banadage which you presumably think cool and broom fringes. sigh.

Shini : 2:17 PM