Fetish

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

i gotta make this fast.

haiks.jus when i tot my comp was all good and repaired, it had to screw up on me again.
yea the keyboard. cant type i,k, or an 8
so i m using the brother's laptop.

hmmm so wats been u..nothin much.
cept for hyperventilation.
the new word for the rest of the year is oxygen. yeap rather BREATHE.

god knows whats happening but he asks me to breathe and blah blah blah....

i think i need some RETAIL therapy.
and photos.
hahhaha

last sat was fun.... i finally took pictures to camwhore abit.
sadly the pics are with nithya and pooh.
so ..yes... we went to VIVO city... and had a mini blast .
missed the girlfrenz

and yes i received my present... ckin2u.
thankew shan .... for the effort and the present.
the bottle is pretty and it smells godly!
but i havent finished the lancome one ..my auntie bought me these cute bottles of body mist... and the flavours are vanilla mist, pear caramel, coconut sorbet and cocoa bliss . they dont jus sound good, they smell like a CANDYSHOP.
so yes, i got enough scents to last me a year.

i will post the pics soon enough. once i get them.
hmm

alrite ,apart from the cheeriness... theres the whole terrible feeling i have been havin ..the cause i cant quite put my finger to.
but yes, i feel frustrated.
i find it difficult to breathe (literally and metaphorically)
argh. i would tell YOU if i knew.
but then again, maybe i do and its the fear and the reactions which are preventin me from sayin it.
jus maybe.

argh.

i need the internal happiness. i hate the fact that i sound emo and all depressed. nevertheless feel like that.

i jus need to be HAPPY once again.

and i cant force this bliss. i cant fake it.
i cant crack any more jokes .
i cant pull off any more accents to make you laugh.

coz I WANT TO LAUGH.

Shini : 6:45 PM