i m rather irritated with myself. its the hair lar.

shit ... yes yes, i actually left the bush uncut for a while.... after my syf... because the initial plan was to grow it till after the a's....straighten it and do somethin different.

but shucks, i jus couldnt stand it . and once again, like i always do , did it on my raging impulses

Yes, of late, i have OFTEN disregarded my rational school of thought and JUS did FREAKIN did some stuff. for myself.

like chop the hair off. i walked past the damn barber and he gave me his wave and smile...NO, it was not that i couldnt resist his toothy 50 yr old smile, the memories of the shaven sides and the air wafting so close to ur scalp... and the NON-agonizin moments over hair bands, and dumb ass hair accessories jus struck me too hard..

then i had rebound. as i flipped thru magazines and saw posh beckham with her crop.

PAULO's fault lar. wanna go POP-u-LAR all. i was good readin the damn archie comics. haha actually it was ME who took the mag.

some hilarious FINDS when i googled for short hair for women. like WTF?

anyway, i dont care if u think its jus MAYIRU and why im makin such a big fuss. its MY MAYIRU..i m sure not obsessed like some ppl... and i have maintained the same hairstyle for a considerable amt of years. so yes, i wil live. not for you, you or YOU. but for me!

its quite ironic tho. my mom made sure my hair was short when i was young, i rmb the days she dragged me to my uncle house in little india, and he would run a razor thru my hair.. while i cried sobbed and swore that i would grow my hair till my ass as i squatted over the toilet watchin my hair drop agonizingly.

now its jus funny how i enjoy the hair .

ahhh yes, wat a hairy post. quite enough bimboticness for all of us yea? toodles.