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Sunday, January 28, 2007

urm,

i jus have a small request. can i jus feel happy on my birthday?
with no blocked nose, painful hammered headaches...
with no need to think abt who i need to meet, what i need to prioritise, how i need to schedule my time,what i am goin to sacrifice, what i have to compromise and who i m goin to hurt?

i dont need a cake or surprises or even calls.

i really dont. Dont need any i love yous or anythin.
i would jus like to feel me. satoishini.
can?
even for jus for 15 mins on that day... coz somehow, somethin has been lost.

i dont need bling,shoes, or any presents.
i jus would urm, want a day not to think abt what is my worth, what do i really matter.

if its too much, just grant me this, can i sleep on my birthday?
for one whole day, with no messages or calls or no occassional wake up to think abt who i havehurt andor wat i have to do?

thanks.

Shini : 10:03 PM