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Thursday, November 09, 2006

This is to someone I really got to thank.

He hated me like how the Hitlers hated the Jews. Yelped whenever he saw me in the bus.
I thought it was all good fun.
Then we became oookayy in secondary school.. Or so I thought.
Then he realised he still hated me.
And fuck reality struck me. this GUY really really hated me.

The rest that happened after that, I dont recall.
He came to talk to me about a friendship that we wanted to salvage...
And the rest that happened.....

Pravind Paul. Thank you for everythin you have done for me to date.
You have been a FRIEND.
When you call, you call to jus ask me how i am.
Not to know where is another friend, where the nearest shop sells shoes.
There is much sincerity.

And I can talk to you abt anythin?
From the boys, to my girlfriends....
All i gotta tell you is "dei i feel like crap".
Screw it dei, sometimes I dont even tell you.
You just come and msn me, 'Mike, why ur nick like that?'
And we had such awesome TAB moments.

You never hurt me dei. U never did.
Only the times when you ought to, You told me the truth ,painful or not.

You never made me doubt your presence. You were always there when I needed you.
There have been so many fucked up days when people made me fuckin doubt their friendships, make me feel as though I dint need to put in so much effort at times...
You were never a reason for any one of that days.

The ones that i sometimes give up everythin for dont care dei.
But you, who I never gave up anythin for, care so much.

You never made me fuckin paranoid.
You were never one of those to leave me thinkin what I FUCKIN did wrong, did i Do anythin to make you feel this way.

Thank you Paul.
Thank you for being a friend.

Shini : 7:54 PM