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Thursday, June 15, 2006

unwell.
for 4 days, i was at home. and it was suffocating.
mom got so freaked out at my temperature..rushed me to the clinic and all...
doc was like 'wah full house ah u, fever,flu,cough,body pain.' to which i jus gave him a half smile.

i feel terribly drowsy... i sleep, wake up.. i have no appetite. everythin tastes like bland porridge.
but i still stuff the food down..coz i have to eat the med after food.
my head feels like a rock.
i barely could walk the first two days. not that i can run like road runner now.. but yea, i have much more energy.. and the joints hurt less.

damn i HATE feelin sick.

nithya has been a total babe.shes the one comin over with apple juice,bringin me down for fresh air, watchin tv with me. callin me...eating with me chocolate waffles..(yea even that tasted bland)
my freakin other half. i love u.

and yes, havin lost my phone, and bein sick...
makes u feel lonely.
it gets very very lonely...

its been a while since i got this sick...
and yes..what a time..durin the hols.

and yes, i m screwed too. havent studied.
and i feel terribly guilty that i havent been to the meetings . argh.

fuck the holidays.

i cant fuck them promos. i cant.

but it looks like i m gonna.

HELP.

Shini : 10:28 PM