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Monday, June 19, 2006

Rite.. so i havent given any thought provoking posts in AGES.

and i havent bitched and ranted in a while.

all i have been doing is posting pictures..coz seriously, i have been havin some fun with the pics anyways.

Rite, so i was blog surfing abit... i jus read a copla blogs...
And i jus wonder, how much some females RANT and RANT and RANT and RANT some more!
of how people misjudge them or have cocked up perceptions of them, and all the fuck bullshit crap of such.... and then they go on sayin 'know what, i dont care..blah blah' and they spend another 3/4 paragraphs elaborating why they shouldnt care, and who are they to say any shit.
seriously, i just have one question.
IF u SERIOUSLY dont care, why bother ranting and bitching like that?
and u do it SO OFTEN too. sheesh....its actually GETTIN boring? and the very fact that you give them that considerable amount of space,effort with word play and all that show that u PRECISELY CARE.
the same vulgarities used, u describe different actions , use slightly different verbs, but we all know what u mean.
TSK.

Anyhow, whatsup with MS ( i know its a MISS) Anoymous who goes to my friend's brother and talks abt a picture i post up? in friendster that is..
sayin that there is a pic of us with alcohol?!
get your facts right .. and whoever you are, bugger off lar.

Yea , i know myself, i take much caution with pics and the net...
sorry i m not as liberal yet .. dont think i can come to that stage either. of stating names of EVERYONE i know/date and what i did explicitly and all that boosh..
i dont stupidly jepoardise my friends and neither should u.
but really, THANKS for the concern.

Ah, so, i flipped through my homework.
General Paper being one of my absolute favourites...
And the question stared right back in me...

'Preoccupation with the past is merely an escape from the present. True?'
And i sat and thought about it..
and thought and thought.
Yes, i know, i am fairly young, and i havent 'tasted life yet'..
but i think alot... especially about my past relationships and friendships i had with people...
those that even lasted for weeks...
and i do get moments when i suddenly remember them..

i think abt the people of my past ALOT...
and human nature, or shini nature, i tend to compare certain aspects of relationships i have had to those that i have right now...

And yes, there are times when i miss it all and wish it could just come back.. and be the way it was ..

But shit happens. And we have to fall to learn.

So yeap. AT times, i admire people who can totally erase certain parts from their lives and really NOT remember anythin associated with it..
But then again, its these parts that will prevent us from making the same mistakes again hah.

okay. all preachy.
shitsu.

Did i mention, i will just DIE without my weekly dosage of desperate housewives?
Bravo Lynette...shes so cunningly adorable.
The other characters have their high moments and all .. Pretty tops , good hair, luscious kissing scenes, furious clothes-tearing scenes...
but seriously, i think sometimes, people under estimate Lynette's character and what you think she is incapable of , she precisely will DO it. And thats what i seriously applaud.

I am becoming such a television junkie.. Its horrible what cable tv does...
it makes u feel good for sittin there and watching everything..
gives u the ultimate power for being able to control and switch your visual pleasures just by them fingers...
then when its all over, u get washed by this huge huge wave of guilt.. for not doing something even more constructive.

ah what the hell. I m jus becomin lazier.

An uber miscellaneous thought:
sometimes, some people SHOULD just get the hints i present them right in their FACES.

Shini : 11:17 PM