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Thursday, May 04, 2006

i have quite a few things i want to blog about. but a little in brief and yea.

1. about how people are shameful abt their own tradition/culture.
pretty much they think they should have been born with some other identity.
but their failure to realise that they are pretty much worthless without their sense of identity.
Shit, the ease with which they say 'Oh, i dont like to mix around with indians/malays/chinese.' when they are precisely of that particular race. and yes, forget not the fake accent some add as extra conviction of their 'other identity'. And the whole ' I dont speak tamil.' If you yourself as a indian dont do so, who will do it? ah yes, the foreigners of course. Listen to all the remixes, and the hindi girl singin at the back with the nigga dude rapping but NO, please dont listen to tamil music. coz really, the americans and the whites were the ones who came up with indian music.
Us indians, we are jus tryin to emulate them. and yes , must i add, laugh and save those indian mockery videos on your phone and tickle your toes, but really, tell the world that u hate being an indian.

2. general elections. no, not the whole hoo haa real thing.but a mock general elections held in my school.
(supposedly, they want to give us the experience of voting since it would be in another 5+++ years we would be presented with the opportunity to vote)
= how all young punks thought they were being cool and voted for WP.
yeeehaa! ur attempt to be a rebel REEKS.

3. abt my NO DATING stand that everyone seems to mock of recent.
eh. shut up lar. i have strong will. and i will manage. and i have reasons i dont have to explain to YOU.

4. abt how people come up to me and tell me that THEIR friends went to tell them/enquire if i had lesbian tendencies... and they('people')being surprised at my lack of reaction.
u think i dint anticipate all this 'innocent curiosity' when i decided to chop the mayiru off?
lols. and yes.. i will repeat once again ... i go to school for the purpose of 'receiving a holistic education, entertaining and lovin' . and i dont need kohl pencils, fancy pink clips and a girly bag to achieve all of this. :)

5. abt how my instincts have not failed me as of yet.
and i always give the person the benefit of doubt .. but honestly, end of the day, my instincts turn out to be true. and really,its not helpin u know.. abt how consistently u guys dont bother to prove me wrong.
=and yes, rmb once i told you i would choose vikram over you any time, haha. see my point.
and u said this whole shit abt likin an image.
u know what.
u were havin an image too what?
u lost your worth, kid. all i can say : look at your priorities.
my gut instincts were so right abt you. ah well. good luck .

6. if you think u are havin a very easy relationship and somethin is fishy, ask me.
of late, i have been obtaining and reflecting upon the cynical viewpoints of relationships (between boy and girl). yes i can offer you both the good and bad. but yes, if u require the latter, ask.

no offense , i still love boys .

ahh thats pretty much the issues. all those takin your mid years, study hard. u should be reading this post after your exams. U KNOW WHO U ARE!
and as for me, i miss sleeping .
alot.

and i jus viewed a few of my videos taken from secondary school. a little nostalgic.
ahhhhhh. the days i spent choreographing dance steps and teaching chinese girls how to shake their heads .. 25 chinese gals.
an amazing performance to which the audience laughed and enjoyed.
the days when we all pulled down our skirts in fear of spot checks.. the days we searched for optimal hiding places for handphones. the toilet times. the screaming and SCREAMING and SCREAMING times. shit. any more and i might jus get EMO.

Transition and Change. So necessary.

i watched Take The Lead. I like dance and i appreciate people who can dance( i have mentioned this before, i realise).
A slow movie, but catched up with an old friend.

Then i had fun with them new school mates. The wonders of a camera.
so much it can do to entertain.

ah yes, school is gettin better. so is the company.

Shini : 11:16 PM