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Monday, April 10, 2006

ah hah.

yes i have been wanting to do this post for a long time. and so here i go.

I jus realised that i have this 'band of brothers' (my cousins) who have always looked out for me and given me the best. and hence i would like to jus thank them abit.. even though None of them WILL EVER READ my blog. let alone know i have a blog ?
lols.all of em are my older cousin brothers. ages from 27 onwards.

1. Abi
Ahhh u. when u were overseas in aussie and we had our msn conversations..
and the amazing revelation on sunday(ydae) that u are actually my oldest 'mama'.
u are my darkest shah rukh khan+ penguin.
u did use to warn me abt the boys. haha and always wanted to know who i was dating.and always gave me ur essential tips to dating.
TSK.

2.Maaran
Those days.. .when u used to bring me out for JB dinners and suppers!!! awesome... or randomly bring us out to malaysia or just to pig out! the one whos the most conservative.. yet i know beneath that SUPER protective and fierce exterior, lies ur utmost care for me. the one who gave me a small talk in the car ride back home which i will never forget. abt never lettin my parents down.

3. Mohan
Ahhh the one who discreetly passes me the alcohol and then calls me NOTTI?
S-League for ever.. i was so proud whenever u used to come out in papers and tv.. Ah yes.. and for scoring THAT goal. i rmb all of us cheered when u came on tv! The one whos always 'ma' ing me ..the one whoS ALWAYS mockin me abt ahem.

4. Velu
Ahh u ! This one got slightly high and started tellin me how much i meant to him as a little sister over prata at 4 am .. i can never forget that clubbing day and yes.. the look on ur face when u saw me . the one who brings us fishin and yes... that fishin day when i had to cook raw fish with sambal over a branch fire. the one who stuffs food down my throat... and buys me whatever i want.. People call u slow, i call u patient! hahaha my very own bob marley cum boxer. The one who calls me for all his football matches too so i can drool... and he knows that i drooL! haha.
the one who says anythin for u my sister and messages me a maths problem at 10pm in the nite to solve for my niece. your story of how u cried when my dad got married...and u were so jealous of my mom.
I loved ur every hairstyle btw.

5.G
scary. haha. but always there for me. i always felt u disliked me...
u bought me a bday present..and wish me every year. ur sense of excitement when i got my results. the one who questioned a boy i was ONLY walkin with! the one who stuffs cash in my hand, buys me food and brings me on his bike... the one who said 'anyway u are my little sister' and stuffed money in my hand when my parents werent ard...

6. Krish
the chubbiest one and the bubbliest one ever.. i remember those days when i accompanied u to the hospital...
u always had a joke and i swear everyone wanted to pinch ur cheeks...
ur daughter looks exactly like u and when we see her, we see u.
ur demise extremely sudden and somethin we will probably never have the answer to..

7.Saravanan
The one who taught all of us the lesson of love. and the lesson of life. in ur 2 year battle, u never gave up and showed us another side of u we never saw. The optimism, joy we saw in u hid those tears well. till today , as i speak of u , i tear. till today, as i see ur picture, i tear.
till today, my father hits his steering wheel and sigh whenever we pass GH.
We used to be chased out by the nurse for makin too much of a ruckus. hospital birthdays..
Ur pain we couldnt share. But how selfless u were to have shared us in ur joy.our midnite nasi lemak days. and all of our pics show u carryin me..how much u begged the nurse to let u off for my dad's bday. the card u wrote for him. our eating at hospital canteen days. ur laughter.
U showed us perserverance, courage and love. till today, at every function, there is mention of u.

8.my very own
i have had ppl tell me so much abt u...BUT no one knows what kind of a brother u are... u were my height in p6 and u used to get irritated when i used to hang out with ur friends during recess. we had our wrestling FIGHTS till i cried. u were a bully but i know u tolerated my whining.. i saw u so little coz of our different time schedules .
then... we became closer...
our cookin days... our effective division of the work. whenever i fell sick , u would rush by my side and ask me what i need.. u would run down to buy me food.. and yes.. buy me a packet of sanitary pads.. get me ointment...
i used to be so scared of sleepin in my room alone and u would then grudgingly bring my mattress over to ur room.. and if i couldnt sleep u would get annoyed with my constant rambling. we used to pour water on each other to wake each other up... ur 'baby' voice when u wanted somethin... our bitchin days.. talking abt whos hot and whos not.
when u used to teach me somethin and i could NEVER get it ..u tried ur best not to give up.. ur silly faces that cheer me up.. and all the stuff u have bought me on all ur overseas trips...u have never failed NOT to buy me anythin.. and i also dono why. my NON-munna look alike! advicin me abt boys all da time!

these very 8 gentlemen.. i absolutely have to thank .. because they were major figures in my childhood and continue to be even until now.
i m very proud of these men and i thank them for every ounce of love and concern they have showed me .. because truly they are an awesome bunch of brothers.
I love them and the way they get so protective over me. (annoyin at times)
and i pray to god to bless them in every possible way.

hence I present to u my very own 'Band of Brothers'.

Shini : 5:45 PM