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Sunday, December 04, 2005

hm i did a blog post yesterday but it jus got fuckin screwed. i m not in the best of moods , really
its a lousy sunday . and was a lousier saturday nite ydae . after the show.

anyway post ydae was abt this dude who talked to me once. and he was helpin out in my friend's group once. and then he says oh i m not gonna dance anymore.. its a waste of time.. studies more impt and BA BAAa black sheep. mind u , not that i asked him anythin abt that.
and then poof i see him in one dance competition. fine enuf
dancin for another grp . and yes ANOTHER ONE. and then his frenster name is his dance group name.
i mean. of course.. since ur group is so victorious!

its amazing , how people acknowledge anythin ONLY AFTER victory. i mean yea, everyone wants to support winners and not losers. but sheesh, how freakin obviously idiotic can u get
this relates me back to cedar's sorkalam team of course.. how many seniors's msn nick names were GO CEDAR. once a cedarian, always a cedarian. AFTER WE WON first .
when they dint even msg, sms or bother to come down to give their support.
or the fact that they dint EVEN ASK, how were da semi finals or preliminary rounds.
and yes of course.. we all share da SAME joy eh. at the end of da day.
bullshit i say. CCB.

and another round of observation. i was watchin a old movie. not so old lar.. 90s.
a movie i watched ALOT. and urm , i realised. and i concluded.
last time....
when i was pretty much YOUNGER, romance i n movies was corny. was lame. was quirky.
balloons, heart beats... funny lil nicknames for love...

and pOof .....nowadays romance in movies is jus raunchy,slutty and rough&dirty.
hero is waitin to pounce on heroine..and do a duet with the least amt of clothes.... or vice versa

i really dowan to contemplate how romance would be defined when i m in my 20s.
sighs.
oh yes. i also mentioned ydae that i did a survey for my aunt .. and this survey was abt my future partner and on marriage.. and my priorities and preferences.
and yea... one of the questions was wat is it that affects the number of children?
and first on the list.... even more important than my partner's choice..would have to be my income..
goodness... with the INCREASINGLY high standard of livin.. i think i can only provide for one child man.
and yes...in this sinned world, i ONLY have enough energy to grow ONE child up properly with morals and values.

ah yesh. another topic. i have concluded that the best reality show, for now is
::: The Biggest Loser :::

hmm okay.. we can argue ..how nice could this show get.. its all abt losin the pounds..being superficial . blah blah blah.
but really... its inspiring . call it the good job of the music directors or the editors.. to have aptly introduced inspiring music at the moments when their faces are all scrunched up like meat balls , drippin with sweat and tears...
but oh wells..
really the other reality shows are tiring me. with season 2, 3...
and u dun have to be fat to empathise with these ppl..
yea sure, at the end of the day.. it is voting..and politics is involved... but so far, i can say .. this politics is minimal compared to survivor, amazin race, the bachelor,bachelorette...
and really... arent we all bored of the repeated politics , the tryin to outsmart, outshit and outshine ....
and hence.. there is the biggest loser...
BLUE team and RED team.. personally ... the blue team is my fav...they are somewhat physically weaker than the red team.
but maybe... their physical trainer is cute and is a guy..
perhaps that explains my soft spot for them
wahahah. i m kid i kid.

and one challenge i will NEVA forget.. is them havin to climb up 70 storeys in a building.
and the blue team is slow and steady..these two ladies.. try their best.. at their pace.. wait for each other.. and one says u are my role MODEL.. and they make it... they make it to the top...
no arrogance... nothin....
red teammm howeva... has one lass hyperventilatin.. shock attack i think.. and then she blames this dude for not waiting for her and all tat..

to see their faces geniunely lit up when they win challenges.. to see them break down in frustration when they have failed their team,their own personal goals...to feel their pain at the weight loss machine..when they think they have put in everythin yet their weight loss is negative.
to feel their joy when they have jus reached 200 pounds... or its the first time in 18 yrs one of them has ever been below 200 pounds...

this show is truly a change from all the other reality shows we see.

theres alot to learn from these ppl... some have equally big egos, equally big hearts...

hence.. i invite u all to watch this show.... Friday 830 pm. Channel 5.

argh ..i lost all train of thought. in the midst of runnin down to get the cashcard from dad.

i m gonna go to my fairy tale world. once again. YAY!
the book land awaits me .
after ages.......
ciaoz.

while i m at it..lets hope i find a library romance.aw
waha.

we are good friends. i hope u agree with that.

Shini : 3:09 PM