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Saturday, October 01, 2005

ok. blogger.com is being irritating.
past few days... cannot type and its still da same. dono why also... very weird.
i m typin with much retardedness now. .

haiks its been ages. quite long eh.
well nothin much really. jus that the post prelim fever. and the pre o's fever combined.
mother was quite annoying.
dont ask.

abit of drama goin on. sighs. oh yeah.. my blog popular sia.
got UNDOH read ma blog all. good good. coz the message is sent across at least. even then, the real point of issue doesnt get sunken in.
i pray to god u Grow up fast. coz seriously, u are such a LOSER

aiyoh. its annoying. so many ppl have such deep tendencies to jus create mountains (and i mean HUGE mountains) out of molehills and involve any one present in it.
and then convince the person they purposely made involved that the problem is really non-existent. and wah... attention seekers. and i m REALLY Warning all of u lar.
i am really losin every ounce of patience i have with annoyin attention seekers.
dont test it k.

oh did i tell anyone of u that i m kinda apprehensive abt the tertiary institutes i m gonna go to.
coz i m not used to being around the opposite sex in school for 4 yrs alreaady.
and primary school is a totally different thing. anyway i was a blardy kid who fought with half of the boys and had a crush on the other half. and was damn irritating. and ran ard and screamed 'WA.... boy A like girl B' and tried to matchmake .
and lied to a boy in pri2 that i had a ang moh bf. LOLS . and that he bought me stuff .
and the silly boy believed it. i rmb his name , was kevin. and we were partners.
i was a girl who couldnt be bothered and wasnt shy abt holdin hands. i grimaced at stupit chinkee kids who couldnt stand the opposite sex.
yes yes.. all this with my whoopi goldberg hairstyle.

and i m not sure if i m gonna be likin it.
but ahh who cares. its 2 years. and i m gonna make the best outta of it anyways.
sighs and i think i m gonna be very misunderstood (but really, like it doesnt happen already).

and i jus realised. u can ask me courses for polytechnics..wat poly is good for wat..or how is the crowd like in polys. the indian ratio.....
but i know nuts abt jc. shucks. dammit. i even used to know the ITES better than the jcs( b4 they had simei ite) i am unfamiliar with the whole jc scene.

i m sorta lookin forward to it as well as not. Sighs. change. so necessary . so inevitable. yet so unwelcomed.

relationships. jus a tangle. such a twist. WHY DO people enjoy makin things so complicated?
its okay if u like it complicated,
at least dont act as if u have no part or as if things were simple.
TSK.

oh yesh, which reminds me.
thankew boy.
for NOT causing me any problems.
askin me to go to a jc jus coz u wanna see me
how i look in the uniform.
notti.

and yes. the girlfrens.
so much of tolerance.
much love.

and yes, great mention to ash(betta do well in ur exams!!make ur big sis proud)
yoga and vish. ahh these two darlings msged me almost everday of my prelims
vish, its ur turn . u betta do well.
and yoga enjoy the hols.
devi thanks for the tags. and STUDY alrite.

bro has been fantastic too.

yea. my academy award winning moments.

ok. anyway. i m still in such a dilemma abt so many things. i have to get so many things done.
dress, suit, my room. and i have got to go ard fishin for stuff.
and i really mean pretty stuff. but time is such a factor.
and all is wrong now.

sometimes. i m too much of a nag. i do realise that. and i apologise. sowwy lar k.
and yesh, i really get annoyed if u dont listen. coz i nag for ur own good lar k.
and i dont go ard naggin to random kids on the road.
its all these maternal instincts.
and the problem of havin nieces and nephews and havin spent primary school years tutoring or babysittin them. and yeah, havin to think of activities to entertain them in weddings and runnin ard like a blardy tomboy in paavadai suit. and losin one earring in the process and gettin a earful from my mother.

haiks. ah yeah. my skin is gettin terrible. i think i m 1.ageing 2.decomposing.
haha and i m startin to not like the aspect of photos of me.
'ohh no' . haahaa.
coz they are so deceiving.
WHY GOD WHY!
grr. good enuf that u gave me bad hair. oh sorry. 'unique' hair.
and to add to it !*&^!%^)^&!##*

ah enuf angst.
ciaoz.

Shini : 10:21 PM