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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

talked to lano idiato. after da longest possible time. tomorrow is da idiato's bday.
wow learnt some stuff abt a certain someone.
shaun is dis person who neva fails to mock me at any time, any where.
last yr.. i spent 'studyin' time with him at macs jus to end up gettin mocked.
those were truly funny moments cherished.
delano is a mature one. hes truly someone to teach u the true meaning of 'dont judge a book by its cover'.

come on, lets admit it . how often do we form perceptions based on his/her (i wouldnt say looks.thats not da right word) exterior appearance?
ahh but this boy is a total different thing.
m so proud to call him my good friend .

ok besides. everynite i always want to blog abt stuff that has been troubling me for quite sometime. and i procastinate. so often
i have been blog surfin quite often these few days.

k first and foremost. my grandad. hes in hospital. they have jus operated on him.
well he has had so much troubles. medically for the past few months.
sighs

Sighs. I really dono what issue i m supposed to address first. and seriously.. i m exercising caution here coz the issues i am addressing affect some of my blog readers. so i m really choosing to address themm or not.

firstly. i am so thankful for these wonderful babes rite now. nithz, roo, shaz and arath.
wow. we could be in the worstest of places , like a dirty lil coffeeshop with cheekopehs. and with them ,it would become like the funniest joke. and a charlies angel battle.
yea yea. i have vivid imagination.
and i have discovered two places with wonderful muslim food. i would give up pork anytime for these two dishes. and yes, malay boys. start fillin up the application forms. i think we have hope now.
the wonderfullest company la. haiks. i want this to last.

and on the other hand..
theres this bunch of ppl that i look and say, i hardly even know u' all rite now.
wats goin on?
i mean seriously.. i think many people underestimate me. and my instincts, my sources.
what are u thinkin? wats goin on in ur head? why these excessive actions?
rite , we all change. but i m fraid, this change is not doin too many of us good. i am unsure of how to acknowledge this. i don even think i should. coz seriously. i dono wats up.

To all of u anyways.
If u treat group A of ur frenz like shit, dont treat group B with excessive love and expect karma to be balanced.
it doesnt work that way.

and to u. if u realise. i dont give attention to attention seekers. dont make me totally ignore u.
theres some goodness in u i believe. WAKE UP. this really isnt the person u would want to be 5 yrs down the road. trust me, the world has worst critics than us. personal time spent wif u is good. seriously u have potential. dont destroy it with ur desperate pleas of attention. coz , the tactics are losin it wif us.

to u, i dont really understand? we are still waiting. so wat . wat do u want us to do? jus do it how u always do it rite, pretend as though nothin happen and move on? am i rite.
well i tot we told u we cant do that? so wat happens from here?
i totally understand ur point of view. trust me... with many ppl givin their opinions, we know where uare comin from
BUT HEY, wth? we are made out to be bad ppl... bad meanies who arent being fair to u and are being far too judgmental. its not the first, its not the second time we have heard it from some one else.
this is my point= if u can tell it to them.. why not us? we are waiting u know.
whateva it is , we are prepared to listen. if u tell us u r happy the way u are, GOOD. we can move on. u sure seem like it. but then we hear stuff again.
?

to u.
what are u basin ur likes on me? my blog entries? u havent seen the bad side of me.... i m not evil. trust me. i do try to be nice. say, tomorrow, someone from my past comes n tells u shit abt me... would u believe that person? (jus in case, i m still a virgin k)

OK.. this is how we do things here. U have read my blog. if u THINK the issues concern u , and u dun care, fine. if u think they dont , then fine too. wait for my next blogpost then. dont have to suggest to anyperson u THINK mite be involved?

i dint write all that in angst . it was troublin me. and i have written it in the best way i can. i m not here to hurt anyone of u. that isnt my intention. i have pondered upon it. and decided its best to acknowledge it here. and rmb, i acknowledge it cos i still care.

cookin is a fantastic way to bond. ah yes, i luv u too nithz.
the process and then the satisfaction or the dissatisfaction is equally shared . interestin way to share joy and the pain of burning ur pan.

alrite. have rambled enough.
thankew all .

gr i tryin so hard to upload pics. somethin is wrong.
nvm

cheerios.

Shini : 10:16 PM