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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

hurt. disapppointed. enlightened.
i m feelin so many things now.

and haiks.politics politics politics.
so much jus cos of one organ in da body called da mouth.
the mouth.
AIYOH.
painful lar. to hear all this.

haiks. was it that difficult to talk to us? we never knew. never....

but somehow i expected one part of it. the whole ex-bf.
tat it would be coming.

neutral parties.
oppposition parties. proposition parties.
and we had debate in class.
so many coincidences...

and another thing...
i miss u DAMMIT.
idiot.
i miss u like..............
argh. and u dun even care.

i m changing. bit by bit.
i will.

i have to learn to think, pause, speak.
and to let go .
let go.....................................

even if it hurts.

Shini : 7:49 PM