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Sunday, July 03, 2005

HEY.

lols.. yesterday was a good day.. met up wif shaza at tampines.. stupit gerl. and i dint know tampines had sooo many places to shop...saw a swimmin suit. yum i like. walkinard, talkin abt some stuff goin on and all....
oh and we were in tampines, lo & behold, saw KHOMI...she suddenly appear and hug me sia.
wahh i was soo shocked....

but we dint get it. shaz got levis shoes which were veryy nice! haha then went to her house.. fuckin eunos.. then hangin out for a while... had fun... shes major fun to be with..and crappin and walkin ard..

da plAce so filled with mats.. thenin da bus, i swear , we were dancin to trashy r&b music.
haha

then went toa payoh..saw clarinda.. another shock, coz she jus wrote me a testimonial...
to do abit of studyin..hey i tried.. but taught friend's brother some stuff he dint know..
hes so cute lar. but notti.
haha.

then i was comin back..
then decided to go surekha house.. coz they were celebratin sheela's bday...mabrother's frenz..
so ma bro was there..asked me togetsome food.

and soni was runnin ard. she's sooo freakinhyper.
soni is a dog by the way... and so i had some food... and we ended up playin this 007 game. SHEESH.
and nasty drinks. there was this dude who is SOOO HILARIOUS. coz he was drunk. and fuck, he was so farnie. he misplaced his phone, and kept sayin the phone, with buttons, with buttons...
he kept repeatin that.

came back, showered and slept.
msged vj...seems he rode some horses.
interesting.

then today, got email from geetha akka..
i asked mom if i could call canada, and did so immediately. poor chick. broke up wid da bf.
and we were jus talkin.

she calledme once when i was soo upset, and we talked for an hour plus..
lols. shes amazing.
anyway.. yea... i love dat gerl...
even though we are 1000000 fuckin miles apart, we always know wats goin on in the other's life.
and shes always been there for me.
i cant WAIT to go there in abt 4-5 months... CANADA here i come!!!
can u believe it i actually disliked her..
we became close in the wat, 2-3 years..

and we write letters and emails...
shes amazin. shes gorgeous TOO!
hahaha kk

anyway.
besides all this
i m shocked.
jus found out that this guy, ma brother's very close fren in sec sch.. we used to go out.. i have a pic of me, him ma bro in a aerospace show..
he was like so funny and ..quiet. humble.
only child then. now da mother has a baby girl after so many years.. 17years apart i think
he shot himself , a police inspector.
shameless told me abt it too.
i m like, SHocked. and upset...
wat made him do it?
haiks i dun feel good at all..

why? who?
how can ppl so courageously do such a cowardly thing like this?
wat so big could have driven him to do it?

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Shini : 12:47 PM