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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

yesterday.monday. a day... filled wif mamas, tears, and laughter.,playgrounds and words of wisdom :)

went to school first. dad left in da morning. left me extra money. sheesh he ah. kissed me all . told me to take care.
ma parents adore talkin to me when i m sleepin...and feelin all grouchy.
hahah.

then met up wif shaz, vith, nith,roo and arathi...we had lunch in sakura.. lols.. the waiter. garfoor (weird eh) hahah was arathi's pri school mate. so u shuld start imaginin the ruckus we were makin.
it wasnt that bad lar.
lols..then saw yoga and rajkumar. who SHOUTED ma full name at macs. thanks ah dude.
wif his bunch of mama frenz.
yoga was at macss....thank gawd neva see me cry
hah
and we all started to talk. shaz, being the AHEM, peacemaker?, started it off..
and we talked it all out.

we teared, cried a lil... there were so many minahs. sheesh.
and... we cleared it.
roo called me a social butterfly... thats it. i know i have many frenz. but they are ALL special and different in so many ways.
i remember a diff thing wif a diff person. a diff experience wif someone. u can never never never have the same kind of feelin wif all ur frenz.
doesnt mean importance for another fren reduces DOES IT?

and all of u mean somethin.
maybe god dint bless me wif good looks. but hell yeah , he blessed me wif a good memory.
no lar, i dont remember wat pampers brand i used.
but u get it rite.

i dont flit ard all ma frenz, more frenz means more time divided.
i dont walk in da streets, advisin any tom-dick harry u kno. there are some ppl in ma phone book who gets smses from me on new years day only.

we all express love in diff ways.
one thing should be the same in relationships.....the ability to reflect at urself AND to be able to talk things out. misunderstandings occur and all tat..but yea, if u cant ditch ur ego, or u wanna wait for right APPROPRIATE moment to talk..thats it. forget abt relationships.
pride doesnt come in between a frenship for me.
sometimes its INEVITABLE k. but i try ma very best.

anyway we talked. walked from northpt to vithz home.. sat at da playground.
thats the first for da day.
and it felt good.
lols..then i followed shaz home. in 854 bus. all da way to BEDOK.
DO U READ ME GAL. from yishun to bedok. i tooka bus jus to accompany that poor child.
haha. anyway..
then we gave up our seat for this old man. but he refused. then for another old lady who jus boarded da bus .
and da man praised us... he talked. and he made so much of sense.
he said that he was proud. and that we were a minority of the younger generation who were sensible.
lols...and he talked. no he wasnt preachin or boring.
and he said somethin.. LITERATE & EDUCATED are different things.
educated is diff from literate, because educated meant that u possessed values, and all that.
and he said MANY ppl in singapore are literate but not educated.
how true. how true.
and he too talked abt humility.
and he said he was impressed wif wat we jus displayed.

but u know its normal to give up ur seats RITE? it sure is normal for me.
nothin to be praised, nothin to be given a SINGA courtesy award for.
why cant ppl be inculcated wif such values?
are singaporeans that selfish and uneducated?

sheesh..younger generation only? hell NO!. i get sooo frustrated when i take bus after school
so much so that nithya gets afraid that we would get bashed up. haha.
i have shouted in da bus for ppl to move to back. i have said it sarcastically 'wahhh eh nithya betta move to da back..oh no space ah? aiya, later ppl complain in da forum that younger generation very rude'
its da middle aged workin class. senseless impolite bastards.
'friad to say tat, its da majority too.
thank gawd mom, u were a strict dispciplinarian. when i was younger, she would scold me if i forgot to thank someone so much. she would make sure i callled up da person to thank him/her.

and now i m apalled by how teens and younger kids are sooo rude.
i m rude to ppl who DESERVE being rude to.

sheesh. anyway continuin wif ma day...

i got down..the whole trip wif shaza..amazin minah lar tat one.
took 854 again to meet vj at hougang swimmin pool
bugger made me wait.
hahaha while he did his laps.
aHEM.
and while he was swimmin...some mamas kept tweeting..and makin noise.typical disturbance to an indian gal
and they transferred to another pool..so they were directly behind me..
and i was jus listenin to ma ipod..lols.. i jus turned once, and after that they kept askin ma name.
so then vj came out of the pool..and he walked up to me...and lols..they shut up.
hahaha.
fARnie.
and then i told him and he kept lookin back.
so then MR voodoo.made me walk. sooo much jus to go to this place called bliss.and we dint END up eating there. bliss is this restaurant/pub at punggol park.wahh this park is HUGE. and the pond is huger.
but the atmosphere of da bliss restaurant was really low-man-tick.
lolssss very nice.. then we jus went coffeeshop and ate dinna. two FAT CATS kept walkin ard.
all da standard mockin and all..then we went to playgrd... i tell u hougang playgrounds ARE soooo hi-class. hahaha.
they are not those typical sand playgrounds wif normal slides and monkey bars.
they looked so unfriendly..then we walked by punggol park..and played in ANOTHER playgrd. wid da swing and see-saw.
and he took stoopit dumb pics of me.
thennnn we walked and walked....
and we went all da way to some blk to see some oil refinery but ended up NOT seein it coz it was da wrong blk. mr smart vj.

and we went to another exercise kinda playgrd...
where vj made me do 10 on some machine.
weird estate.so high class fer wat.
so much. arghh.

it was a tour ard hougang.
then i took cabb and came home.
mom was slightly upset abt da timing.
nagged.

Lolsss... and yea VJ i will marry u when i grow up .
but u will be bald on our weddin day. u cant have niceer hair than me.
HAHA.

it was a verrry fun day. wif lotsa stuff to learn.

and i was thinkin to maself, sheesh god u are AMAZING.
jus when i was quite emotionally drained, u made me have a day which i realised i was being lovved . for who i was. u made ma frenz come wif this gestures, yoga n ur sms, devi n ur cute tag, khomi and ur testimonial, raakesh and his nonsense....
sheesh.

God.. You and Your games.

Shini : 12:44 PM