shini says hi :)

true bliss.
in this world, where absolutely nothin is permanent, no, not even marriage vows, promises, life..
theres this thin fine line between true bliss and temporary bliss.
most of us, find joy that we are surprised lasts for such a short period of time.
most of us, find joy that we believe shortlives the upsets and downs in life we experience.

so wat is then the true bliss? is there true love? about all the cliches of bliss? are they applicable to our lives? no cmon seriously, how many of us .. walk down the streets with a huge grin on our faces hopin for 'the one'? or how many of us truly relish the frenz or people we have all ard us?
how many of us sincerely enjoy each and every family outing? enjoyin it like the lasT?

very seldom. wat we do is ... sit down and Fret...and fret....havin high expectations and havin them destroyed ... all we do is talk ...think and bitch... we crave sympathy..and solace at times...
we wallow in our depressions....and after a week, club and drink. in the hope that all would be fine.
but is it? is true bliss havin FINALLY bought that gucci bag? or is it spottin the one u saw at a dance show on friendster?
is true bliss watchin a movie wif ur respective bf/gf?

well i may not have lived THE life. but i have had experiences. heard stories.
wat is life to u? why do u live? so deep isnt it? yea maybe u have thought abt it when u got dumped, or got cheated.. but why cant u think of it as a normal activity.
after all, it is somethin so important to ur ownself?

r we leading lives of the blind? we go abt doin our stuff everyday... theres always one point where we contradict our own beliefs, perspectives and principles....
but admist all that, let me jus take a moment..to make use of this platform for my thoughts.


well. here goes

true bliss is not being able to prolong a french kiss for 10 mins...ITS havin waited so long for that tiny sheepish peck on ur cheek..
true bliss isnt twenty people in a room hugging u... ITS havin that hug which comforts all.
true bliss isnt havin shopped for three whole days in bangkok. ITS havin bought that dress FINALLY with ur own saved money.
true bliss isnt havin made a rite decision wif others influence. ITS havin made ur own decision with ur own influence.
true bliss isnt havin passed an exam. ITS knowin that u have the right priorities in life.
true bliss isnt havin achieved ur target boyfren/girlfren target for the year.(the no.of exes)
ITS knowin each and every relationship, u tried and u gave it ur all.
true bliss isnt finishin 5 bars of cadbury , ITS havin that one expensive chocolate melt in ur mouth.
true bliss isnt havin ppl say u look fantastic wif u havin spent big buckroos on that dress or hairdo, ITS knowin that U urself have neva felt better with jus that budget dress and lipgloss.
true bliss isnt havin 200 ppl in frenster msgin u sayin u look hot.... ITS jus that one person that says it such a different appealing SINCERE way.
true bliss isnt havin a successful project because u ripped it off someone...ITS knowin wateva u did, U did.
true bliss isnt havin 10 gorgeous cousins all over the world u can boast abt, ITS havin all ur cousins in singapore who have frizzy hair,normal lookin and can speak singlish but think the world of u.
true bliss is not abt people watchin in far east, ITS abt havin taken flyers, havin smiled at them and bought frm tat kid a rose he was tryin so hard to sell.
true bliss is not abt havin a whole drawerful of pictures , meaningless self poses and forced smiles on ur frenz faces, ITS abt natural shots..its abt remembering the events that took place with the pictures .
true bliss is the ability to reminisince..and to gladly laugh at all da dumb stuff u n ur frenz did.
true bliss is not the havin the record of havin participated in all da dance competitions , its abt the experience .
true bliss was neva abt clubbin or havin the ability to hold ur liqour, its abt havin people to take care of u like their own when u are a drunk piece of shit.
true bliss is not havin ur girlfrenz plannin to wear pink together, ITS abt lookin naturally good together.
true bliss is not havin friends who have the same interests as u , ITS abt havin friends wif such varied tastes and yet lastin long coz frenship was and IS all abt compromise.(not similarities)
true bliss is goin to a frenz home and being served food so lovingly from her gramma.
true bliss is sittin down in ur frenz home yet feelin so close,so near ..
true bliss is watchin an old woman , and her grandchildren have soo much joy playin reversi.
true bliss is laughin at the dog which cant seem to get enuf of its owner.
true bliss is abt havin so many people rememberin ur bday.
true bliss is abt that one sms that can make u smile
true bliss isnt abt pictorial smses, e-greetings or frenster messages, its abt knowin that person who sent it can look into ur eyes and say it anytime anywhere coz he/she means it.
true bliss is abt being proud of ur heritage,ur roots, ur culture and urself.
true bliss is abt havin the ability to stand out , knowin u R different.
true bliss is discovering urself....so many things abt urself BY urself.
true bliss is definitely defined in a trillion of ways and are varied by each of our personalities.


dont we all get so excited when we discover somethin from our childhood?
maybe we find a doll we played wif, or a racin car...
but how many of u smile when u think of ur grandparents, how many of u can remember wat ur kindergarten teacher's name was?

why ? why do we always choose the dumbest things to be happy abt? and to fret and frown upon the things tat seem so temporary?
why cant we LISTEN to the cliches, adopt it... and live by it?
why?
i have always truly believed in one thing...make time for urself. i do. and i have given this advice to some.
its amazin wat it can do. and when i say make time for urself i dont mean watchin tv, or sittin on the computer msn'ing' ... i mean... strolls.. and long windy walks...
wif ur thoughts n u. i think alot. ALOT.
u wouldnt want to have my mind dears. maybe thats why i m comfortable wif maself.
when i mean time for urself, i mean observin how u eat yoghurt, or ur rice...
or in da mrt.. lookin at an old lady and envisionin urself ...
time for urself, means readin thru ur old letters, ur old report cards, ur childhood books...

re live ur lives.
u can be a TOTAL social butterfly... or jus be comfortable wif one person, ur best fren or have 3 chummy buddies u swear by...
but jus know this..
as bland as it sounds..its true.
u live ur life. u struggled to be born. struggle to live.


let there be one person who knows u the best ...................

YOU.

Shini : 8:26 PM