Fetish

Monday, June 27, 2005

hello.
confused. this always happens to me..
tomz school is starting.

urm. yea. its been a while since i saw rachel.
hah. last past few holidays..we would meet up every 2 weeks?
and this hol, it was jus for her bday.

i m not concludin anythin lar. but...can u blame me for tinkin like tat?
seriously.

that once someone is att, they forget da frenz.
haha.

sudah lar.

i cant sleep. i m feelin troubled...
lets jus do this k.

khomi:
the media girl. next mtv star.

yoga:
da concerned yogi bear. ma daily booster. next astronomer.

vishnu:
da famous tracker bf of mine. ur next famous kid to be jealous of.

thiru:
bald. da goofy mama vin diesel . nike representative

raakesh:
da self proclaimed nonsense gundu who keeps seein me when i dont.

ida:
da head turner i m so fukin jealous of. next louis vitton representative.

anandhi:
snow white. ur marshmallow representative.

vicky:
emotional rollercoaster. mr mont blan representative.

ashwhiny:
da solo dancer. ur bharathanatyam representative.

rj:
miss hair-in-place. ur seventeen model representative.

jbmani:
kenapoo . ur next hilarious sun tv commercial representative.

nathiya:
skinny bones. ur toy'r'us salesgirl.

vinod:
eeediot. ur santa representative.

shaun delano:
teaser. ur personal bouncer.

devi:
ur next vasantham central best actress award winner.

shaz:
ur controversial "tonight wif shaz" host.

ruby:
ur self creation arts shop owner.

nithya:
ur next vasantham central's miss vasantham.

vaish:
ur next health supplements salesgirl.

praba:
ur FHM magazine creative director.

vithya:
next drama girl on channel 5 starring 'The Student".

shamini:
bubbly. ur perfect nurse on da counter.
happy yet wif a sadistic streak. hehehehehe.

xueling:
ur businesswoman who breathes prada.

edo:
sexy housewife.

rach:
ur waitress who keeps forgettin orders.

surekha:
ur next FEMALE chief editor.

charles:
ur loyal husband of da year.

vj:
ur zara representative.

shini. ur next runaway girl.

its gonna rain. icant sleep.but i have to. its school tomorrow.and i havent done anythin in this hols.
look at me. the hopeless romantic. the hopeless girl wid so many dreams. but pretends she loves reality.
shini.... ur girl who advises. who KNOWS reality. but refuses it. dreams. fantasizes.
she has soo many ideas of how things will happpen wif her.
her thoughts will kill her. will destroy her.
but yet, she dreams. in da day. in da night.
she replays a song...over n over again. she travels alone in da mrt and sings to herself. she walks longer routes.
she reads storybooks and dreams of even wackoer situations.

she adores romance.but pretends she doesnt need it.
she loves being cuddled. but pretend she is being nice to give u a hug.
she walks past bridal shops and envisions her in one.
she watches hindi movies... so many.
she THINKS by watchin movies wif good endings...she will have a good ending in her love life
she sees herself in rows n rows of huge roses..in a sari.
she sees herself sleepin on da shoulders of someone.
she wants to be carried by someone ...

there.
ur shini..
da gal who dreams.

but u know wat.

DREAM BIG.
dare to fail -Johnny walker

i wanna cry
coz gods been fantastic to me.
hes given me all of u.
cheh.

Shini : 12:04 AM