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Thursday, April 28, 2005

hahaha.
been in a very very reflective mood past few days.

i dono why. lols. mid year started today. tamil paper was crap.

i m tryin to study other subjects.
nothin's reallly goin in except bio.
surprisingly.

hm.
wat else. went out wif nathz, ash n serena.. n boy they are cute.
nathiya is really a cute naive gal....
ash n serena 's reactions juz so farnie. 0-k.

lols. m kinda hungry.

it seems mom couldnt make it.
haiks.
shes goin another place.

bros goin bangkok for a race. on monday. will be back on saturday.
hm..
i havent been to town in ages.! i havent been OUT OUT.
jus been to pathetic malls. (like singapore got alot)
haiks.

and..ma face is gettin betta. i hope. i think.
its still lumpy n all.
sighs.

i m quite sad nowadays.
thinkin abt da last yr. everythin is like da last. i hate ma sch. but i h ave grown to love the ppl in it.
i m gonna miss everyone there man.
seriously... all da frenz i have made.

whether its jus a hi-bye fren..or a long term fren....
or a close crapper ...
lols. all da fun bitchin. whinin.screamin.
laffin. CRAPPIN.
tell u one thing. most of ma frenz CRAP. and when we crap, we dono our limits.
haha.
and ma last sports day.

4 years have passed EXTREMELY fast.
i rmb ma first yr in school. dreaded it. cant wait to become senior. hated da whole wannabe gang.
played ard.
broke school rules.
lols....
then second year...then ma third...where i jus knew da ppl closer to me betta. and now here i am.
reminiscing.

i m very scared for vithya as well.

i will cry alot when the day comes. i dono hu will be there till the end. its gonna hurt like crazy. coz seriously i love some gals there ( sexually offensive as it mite sound)...
and the others are jus truly adorable.
the ones who scream SHINI, satoi, or come up n say oii where ur skirt...Ma minahs...
those hi-bye kids.. in remedial.. crappin abt teachers..
morning assembly is gonna be FUCKIN Tough to leave.

the whole portion of us bitchin abt our principal and non- existent vice p.

ppl have gone thru this. why am i makin it such a big fuss?
hm i dono .

but life goes on.
and ihave learnt much.
:)

haiks.
dhivya... dint talk to her at all.
dono wats up.

ida.
dint go for her sch fair.
havent met her since ma bday.
Fyck.

oh and khomi's a darlin. we are quite close. shes full of shit . lols

and nowadays i juz feel like crap.
FUGLY.

its time for me to like kinad cut ma hair. been 3 months. but its not grown very much.
i like goin to the salon. they treat me nice.

lala.
i think i will buy the freakin keratase hair cream tomz. DAMNZ it betta work.

the others.
shaun is fine.
mr v.
hm....
vinod talkin to him now...

and. yea . i have got alot of things to say really.
theres alot goin on in ma heart.

i think i m becomin void. void of fluttery feelings. haha.
go figure.

Shini : 7:27 PM