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Saturday, March 26, 2005

ah.....

this would be jus a random blog.
yesterday was panguni. well well.. saw da usual bunch lar. same ppl...except for Some major assholes i dint have to see. fuck.

so .... everyone's attached. well i would be lyin if i said i wasnt affected by it.
i mean No, its jus tat.. i know ma galfrenz. its jus different when they are attached...
vithz & devi werent for some time.. and now ta-da..they are. :)
shaz... blah. so yea everyone lar.

and i was jus abit annoyed that devi dint tell me. i hate this same fuckin EXCUSE. wat do u mean "i dint want it to be like i boastin to the whole world". trust me . i m hearing it too often.
oh yea rach is attached too. and she dint tell me . edo did. after 2 weeks.
rite. she gave me some lame excuse that she was confused and all.
rite.

it hurts la fuckballs. ah.. and stress from school. wat da fuck. i WANNA ACT MA AGE. i wanna be ma immature self.. indulge in badly mismatched clothes.. giggle at handsome boys.. and get attached and worship ma boyfren. i wanna do that. NOW.

no time.
and sorry i would be cheatin maself.
haiks.
its jus different already.
wif da whole gang. i can feel it..kno..
haiks.

i saw shavin yesterday. and surprisingly he took down ma number and he said he will call. and he did msg me. called me jus now.
hm interesting. i think he broke up wif gf.
after all.. i m a fallin back wall aint i.

and i met up wif voodoo. that man makes me feel all bubbly. haha. stupit. i made him wait. and he gave me hell for tat. haha. he brought me balloon. hahaha. stupit. and he was rushin off to work.
i bit him . and it was bad. probably ma worst victim. i think it bled. STUPIT voodoo lar.
wanna pull away his hand.
but it looked very very painful. i feel damn bad. :(
and yess.. i told him he should have joined the bachelor CLEO.
some guys in there are hot. haha.
and voodoo was in his major hyper mood. as always. haha.
and i m SO gonna break his finger and cut his hair.
his hair is very nice. haha.
asshole.
if only he was younger ah. hahaha. RITE i will stop.

vicky busy. meetin his fren .
he another one..
i dono wats goin on his mind....
haiks.

i msged khomi. she surprisingly called me that day. was talkin to her. gotta meet up wif her too.
haha.

YAY i m gonna get ma mp3 player. tomorrow daddy will buy for me! i m soo surprised that he jus agreed. hahahah i m excited lar!!!

haiks.
i almost cried today. ALMOST.
coz i was irritated.
why cant ppl tell me stuff.
seriously maybe i expect much from ma gfs.
i remember.. dhivz not informin when she met raj.. and shaz..
imean the guys had to tell me they met up wif them
ITS DIFFERENT u kno.
its jus disappointin

i saw vithz ydae.. when i was SOO pissed off walkin from one end of panguni to another coz of ma stupit bRother.!!!

i saw selva . ma 'husband' LIKE WAYYYYYY Long ago!!!!!!!! he lent me hp and all.. geez. ages ago. scorpiolas.
he looks so different now. its jus a moustache but still makes helluva diff.

i miss dhivya alot. but somehow... shes very busy wif shree... and home.
and.................
i dont really wanna talk abt the committee stuff to her. coz i kno it still hurts for her.

and.....
suhaidah.. HAIKS.
nithya HAIKS

vishnu's been there... shes been quite a good pillar i would say.
after all shes ma bf too ! hehe. :)

i talked to lano idiato after so long ydae. me him and kabi.
i was sad wif kabi too.
aiyah.
lano surprised me lar. he really does. i really miss those times.. we used to 'study'
haha... and all those macdonalds.. and him teasing me.. and in telok blangah...
ma amaths n biology.
he told me 'u betta get 10 points or lesser.. if NOT..."
wat a coincidence. dhivya jus called.
hm ok abt drama stuff.
haha.
see ma point?

well well...............i need a major big hug now. i need to study. ma maths. iwill do well for ma o's! iwill. haha.
leaders investiture on thursday. did da emceeing. bella said i make english sound romantic.
i love that compliment :)

and ......school work. :) one after another. and some ppl criticisng how things are being done.
its a show ...a 2man show.
life is not fair. its unfair.
it always was.

but its okay. i aint complaining. :)
i dont do work for recognition. i do derive a joy from being wif these ppl. seein them thru the process and then seein them win. :)
DEBATE MADE IT THRU! i m so proud. i really really want us to go thru finals. or at least semis!!!!
we can do it. we will! yeap debate ics.. dint do debate. haha. i ended up wif them too.

i talked to geetha akka. she misses me . so do i. she longs for me to be there. so do i.
its like ... we can jus make each other feel betta.
weird how we ended up like this. so close i mean....
i n her dint really talk last time..yea we were cousins.. i tot she was annoyin. vice versa.
but we talk. and shes a major sweetie.
ma cousin wattttttt. hehehe.

yeap so thats ma life. some ppl back from ma past ( not that i have a long past to boast abt...)
but .. yea...
ma horoscope says
that even though i m not lookin for love... someone from ma past will be ma sex bomb.

HAHAHA. yes yes.. i m pathetic. ma reliance on horoscopes for humor.

so. thats abt it.
for ma love life. oh wait.
wat love life?

hahaha.

but its all good. i cant imagin maself tied down though.

i sound like an old hag. of marriable age.
FINE.
its not even a debatable issue is it.
YAY I BUYIN MP3 pLAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i wanna buy more sexy tshirts. ....
i n voodoo saw this shirt which said DITCH HIM .. hahaha. voodoo as usual had somethin to say abt it.

saw brendo in ABC. disappointing. he like not happy to see me. so i also bo chup LOH.

oh i saw praba ydae.
hm.
rite.
i saw quite a number of ppl lar.

okay khomi jus called me . LOLS. wacked up gal that one.

ok i blabbered enuf. ciaoz :)

Shini : 9:02 PM