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Monday, December 06, 2004

yea... i m in one of those moods... its raining... its chilly... and i m playin "manmanthane nee" song .... its sweet, really... well i have a feelin this blog is gonna be long... well...ydae went to a few of ma aunts house.. saw ma cousinn there.. shes same age as ma bro.. well it was juz sweet, really sweet...she n her bf 4 yrs..sheesh.. i mean duh there are ppl wif longer relationships but stilll.... now kal ho naa ho is playin.. gee..

haikz was juz REALLY wondering...
why is it in da movies.. da guys always seem to be heartbroken in love? and they give soo much emphasis when the guy is heartbroken but not when the gal is in da same state...
its always abt the guy fallin in love wif da gal at first sight ....and then he chases her.. if he gets turned away... a sad sad song please....
and when the gal falls in love, she is made out to look so desperate... ADMIT IT.. i watched a hindi movie ydae..priyanka chopra was actin so despo.. then i realised its always like tat aint it...

are u tryin to tell me if a gal falls in love, its WRONG to express her feelings first? its da same fucken pattern aint it ( nah dont worry, i m not pissed off).. lols...

sheesh man... really... i mean i know there are bitches and bastards ... and ma frenz too...all ma guy frenz ..make it most... its always dis line " i used to be a player lar... then fell in love wif one, she broke ma heart...now not interested" OR "sick n tired of gettin ma heart broken"

wooT lar okay... always guys kenna heartbroken? yea ...wat goes around comes around...

aiyoH.... and all these relationships wif objection from parents.. such a headache.. i have heard many many stories.. u fight soo much for ur love and then u get it.. and he/she commits a BIG mistake ....

i m not tryin to say i have seen da world... i m young HELL YEAH.. i aint sayin no... i havent seen da world and u kno wat... i dont think i wanna see it....
its too fucked up..... forget the beautiful things in life.. even if u take a moment to admire everythin ard u and u get all in da "lovey dovey" mood .. theres gonna be someone pushin u frm behind and askin u "Which century u in..no time for love lar".... poof..
ur dream bubble bursts....

but i have seen and heard many stories.. for someone ma age.. i admit.. i kno too many things and i think abt them too often.... alll these stories abt relationships, infidelity, pain, love blah blah... some sad some happy some heartwarming some simply,heart-wrenching.....

fallen in love b4 ? well...i guess not that kinda love...so i m not a fair judge of all these u might say... but still those in it cant make a fair judgement or a proper conclusion rite?

i m not tryin to give a lecture on love, and the relationships , "rishtaah" ( i think) in our lives... i m juz using this blog as a platform to express wat i feel ..so if U, yeah u! are reading this and u happen to disagree wif ma thoughts or simply wanna protest....good for u.. its not gonna get u anywhere....

but life is a whole lot of contradictments aint it? its tuff NOT TO be a hypocrite in this world..puhleese... u bitch abt ur boss but smile infront of him... i used to respect this particular auntie of mine.. thought she talked alot of sense abt life.. she works in a temple btw and used to ask us some pondering questions about our traditions and culture....
then..i realised...as i spent more time wif her... all those sense became bullshit... wat she said in day 1 simply contradicted wat she said in day 5...
ahhh ... menopause...

i m beginning to be more apprehensive of ma teenagehood.... so much shit... nah i m not gonna end ma life...

but its juz ... that feeling.. of being excited yet Scared... really really scared.

lols thats alot of bullshit for a blog...have been talkin to Mr v...
think its goin somewhere? i m not too sure...
okay he juz pissed me off.. "bloggers got no life"... hahah seriously MR V, i thought tat too..
hes juz tends to be shallow at times...

damn these men.

Shini : 2:01 PM

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