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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

hahaha i m back...lols... lano idiato sleepin so early... hmm he got attachment also..cant blame...haiks.. he also has problems wif his gf.... sighz.... ma current msn nick is "why does the heart yearn for a companion even though the mind seeks solace?"...... well thats ma current dilemma now... lols... listenin to all these lovey dopey songs makes it worse..dont get me wrong.. i dun want a relationship coz everyone else is in it... NAH AH.... please i kno betta.. its juz tat....
at da end of da day.. u want someone to be there....lols... u get it dont u.. but then i think and oh well.. theres so much shit, so much blah blah... that both of u are probably betta off as frenz... dats wat happens when u have a satoishini mind.. i m too analytical... fUCKEN hEAVENs.. lalala..

and yea these few days... call it WATEVA>. but whicheva person i m thinkin of... i mean like ..whoa shuld msg him ahh..and dat person msgs! ahhh..it happened wif brendan,shaun, vinod,edith and candymaN!!! whoa...freaky or wat....
anyway previous..part 1.. i talked abt leadin someone on eh... damn.. well.... haIYOH..... its a fuckADUP cycle.. lols....aiyer... irritating lar... ydae went orchard..wif poo... then met chris ... and he kept sayin i cant go home without him...sent me to khatib mrt...i was gettin scared..lols... ya.. i WAS! but turns out ..it was coz he took ma keys..i dono how da hell he did tat...but U WATCH OUT! haha...
its been ages since i met up wif ma dahlings.. IDA, dhivya, RACheL...mA NEWTON,clarke quay KHAKI!!! nithya,rubz,vithz...haikz haikz.... when when when are da 4 of us goin out?! i think i need a PA..personal assistant... plan out all ma days... there will be this one day where EVERYONE JUZ ASks u out..and one where it is so fucken bored... haiYOH... anyway.. tomorrow goin town AGAIN...wif family this time... ma aunt wants to see da lights..shes cute..lols. anyway...
back to the whole hoo-haa abt relationships.... i m juz probably being too *icantfinddaproperword* hahaha..

... i realised..i havent touched ma holiday homework..o level's over! was juz thinkin eXACtly one year.. i would be enjoyinh.. i wanna get below 10 points... i need to prove to some fucken people in ma family... theres this particular scrawny bitch who knows i dun like her as well...juz coz shes a sport teacher AINT MEAN ANYTHIN ..bitch. sheesh... but her daughter is cute...fuck it...anyway she dint do anythin hor...da baby i mean.. lalala..
hes not signed in yet...mus be enjoyin after his exams... hmmmm

VINOD is comin tomorrow!! thank gawd!!... he said he bought me somethin frm india.. if its a punjabi suit i m gonna whack his head..i told him NOT TO BUY......very itchy lar he..anyway... hmm oh yea.. ma parents n bro went to see da renovation guy today... aiyoh.. i still dono wat colour to paint ma ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!and me n ma bro gonna put da wooden laminate flooring.. ya kno..SPUNKAY>. i m gonna throw away ma stupit bed set... paint ma room..ma table goes to da dumps too! everythin..but i dono wat theme.. i want a stylish theme... but stylish gotta be neat..which is me in every 3 months.. hahhaha.. retro? yea.. but it can get boring ya know..indian yea can ..but hmmmmmmm aiyah.. anyway or wateva... ma rooms juz gonna be different... and ma dad doesnt mind da cost.. lols..... ma mom pisses off everyone as usuall... lols... ma uncle told me da guy got scared... whoa..ma uncle another one..farnie....

hmm... i watched veerzaara... shah rukh khan,preity zinta, rani mukherjee..amitabh bachan..and a few famous peeps..TYPICAL YASH CHOPRA plot...lols..so much of love.... he stays in jail for 22 yrs coz of love, she leaves her husband to be and stays in his country for love.... sheesh.. but thank heavens they get back togetha.. da way it seemed all da way as though they wuld die..yea they get back at the age of 50...KEWL eh? u wish. hahaha...shes from pakistan and hes from india... a political issue hidin behind da drapes of lovey dopey story... haikz... all i have been seein these weeks of holidays is juz love, relationships,fights..contradictments,misconceptions... thats why i wanna go back TO SCHOOL!
whoa i cant imagine maself sloggin ... argh but i gotta do well..its like to me.. i kno i can do it.. its a matter if ma lazy ass wants to do it..and oh yea..and a helluva self control....hopefully i dont go shoppin and save save for da months until after ma o's/...sia LA....later i save , say a thousand!? go shoppin! yea yea...i im snappin out of ma dreamland lar! idiot....

arghhh i think i wrote too much.... see....tats wat happens wif me... i dont write for a few weeks..blahblah.. then one day GUSHHHHH everythin kenna vomit out...
i m funny eh? i kno i kno
hahahahahaha
he still hasnt signed in... haikz....he pisses me off so bad..yet stillll.............AHH WATEVA...
okokkokoko
cannot blabber too much hor....
Okieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hoohaa...BUBYEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Shini : 12:16 AM

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